Everybody's cheating on the one they love

Keeping us together and holding us apart
Is a love that we talk about

I'm finding it harder every day to take it as it comes But as one fool once explained to me you can't choose who you Love

Everybody's cheating on the one they love
Everybody's looking for the summer sun
No I believe I'll love you 'til my life is done
I'll live your lies and alibis
The telltale stories in your eyes
Cause you are, you are the one I love

Yes I love you, like you love me
I need you like a lover
No you need me and I need you
We're still cheating on each other

Everybody's cheating on the one they love
Everybody's looking for the summer sun
No I believe I'll love you 'til my life is done
I'll live your lies and alibis
The telltale stories in your eyes
Cause you are, you are the one I love

What is the question?
What is the answer?
What is the reason why?
People like you and people like me
Live our lives with lies?

Everybody's cheating on the one they love
Everybody's looking for the summer sun
No I believe I'll love you 'til my life is done
I'll live your lies and alibis
The telltale stories in your eyes
Cause you are, you are the one I love

frog again

The in and out of dating got me all confused
I built up expectations and I'm feeling used
Seems that everybody's into fast food,
Everybody's into quick
I want some one to take the time fine dining not rushing

Now it's nearly 7:30, I'm slipping on a dress
I keep my fingers crossed, you're not like all the rest,
So when you come to pick me up come right to my door
Don't stay in your car and beep beep the horn

Baby I'm a hopeless romantic
You pick the sounds for the background to our drive into town
Baby don't be one of the traffic
Had too many nights with the wrong guys
Caught me at red lights

Tell me how many frogs do I have to kiss
Before I find my prince, before I find my prince
All you girls that are going through this
Tell 'em how it is, tell 'em how it is

a new life a new change...

a new life a new change...

Change is the most inevitable part of your existence as human beings, but when does this change become an inevitable part of thy self is a question for which i cant help but wonder.Is it good to change.
change: 6 letter huge impact. what you thought to be a aposthe in your life becomes a comma , while you are hoping its not at least a full stop.

love or somethg like dat

There comes a time in everyone’s life in which they question their existence and their real aim in life. And when that question comes, I couldn’t help but wonder that is life an individual existence or a quest to find yourself someone who completes you. But then if we need someone to complete us, as we essentially incomplete.
That brought me to the age old concept of soul mates, reality or torture device??
If we only have one soul mate, does it mean that we are suppose to love only one person. If yes, who knows or who can tell who the one is. And what about the others, where they just runner’s up to the contest of” Find your soul mate”.
As we move from age box to age box, the chances of finding the one, lessen so do we waver away from the path of finding ourselves the one person, we were actually made for.
How do we know in the path called life, we didn’t leave our soul mate behind.
But then again, is their something know as a soul mate. Soul itself is a big word, whose existence is yet in question. So what if we were meant to be not with soul mates, but essentially with someone who quiet understands us for who we are and accepts us for what we are.
But then again, isn’t this task equally or more difficult in this world of complexity and unique thoughts. Where no two people ever think alike or are alike. Isn’t it impossible to find yourselves that someone?
And then when you feel you have done this Herculean task can you be sure there couldn’t be any one better suited for you only if you would have waited longer.


The underlying question to all this is fundamentally an understanding of the whole concept of the big word “love”. The whole concept today seems unlikely. The fairy tale concept of True Love and happily ever after. Today are in question.
So the real question does love really exist, or do we make ourselves believe in the over the top, flamboyant feeling.

quotes

I believe a relationship is like couture - if it doesn't fit perfectly, it's a disaster"

"He was the flesh & blood equivalent of a DKNY dress, you know its not your style, but its right there so you try it on anyway."

"I don't have a pattern"- Sam "In math, randomness is considered a pattern."- Carrie "Yes, and I'm what they consider a prime number."-

It seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a goodbye but women have to either get married or learn something

“Inside every confident, driven, single woman is there a delicate, fragile princess? Do women really just want to be rescued?”—


"I'd committed the cardinal sin. I'd forsaken my girlfriends for my boyfriend."

"The thing is..there are some things we don't admit because we just don't like the way it sounds."

another day in paradise

And another day...another morning.... I cnt help but wonder why we get into a mindless race of being the best in somethg which we don't really care abt..we work for rents, for loans n luxury n give up b biggest luxurt of life being love...of peace of mind. Ambitious is good..but when does this ambition take away from the real essence of our being..do we live in a monotonous fashion coz we have forgotten how life could be or have we forgotten who we use to be. Does it still count that we have sacrifices are existence for somethg we may or maynot have wanted on the beginning...

is it my turnnnnnn

Is it my turn to wish you were lying here.
I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping.
Is it my turn to fictionalize my world.
Or even imagine your emotions to tell myself anything...
Is it my turn to hold you by your hands.
Tell you I love you and you not hear me...
Is it my turn to totally understand.
To watch you walk out of my life and not do a damn thing...

If I have to give away...
The feeling that I feel.
If I have to sacrifice...
Oh, whatever babe, whatever baby.
If I have to take apart...
All that I am...
Is there anything that I would not do,
'Cause inside I'd die without you...
'Cause inside I'd die without you...

Oh, I apologize for all the things I've done.
But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning...
Is it my turn to be the one to cry.
Isn't it amazing how some things just completely turn around...
So take every little piece of my heart...
So take every little piece of my soul...
'Cause if you're gone... inside...
I'd die without you...

If I have to give away...
The feeling that I feel.
If I have to sacrifice...
Oh, whatever babe, whatever baby.
If I have to take apart...
All that I am...
Is there anything that I would not do,
'Cause inside I'd die without you...
'Cause inside I'd die without you...

Baby, you're my disease

Baby, baby, when we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden, when you left
I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot
That spun me around and now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when your love slams?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug

The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself over you

And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

'Cause now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease

Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease

Soul mates: happily ever after… a myth or reality..

Isn’t trying to marry for love unfair…. Why do we try so hard to find our soulmates as are life partners..Why can’t we love and just love.. Marriage is a commitment based on practicality, compatibility, commitment and responsibility. While love is magical, fantastical, insane and that feeling that makes the world go round… then Why do we over and over again try and bamboozle the two together. Let’s face it..We don’t have to love to marry and marry to love…
Soul mates, one small word..one huge concept..that there is one person who is meant for you… made for you… so if you love one person and that relation doesn’t work out..does that mean he/ she was not your soul mate or was he just one of the contestants in this race to find the soulmate… so as you move from age box to age box and the people reduce..are we going away from the chance for us to to meet the one person who is “made for us”.
So are we regularly fooling ourselves…
life happens wen u r making other plans..............n love wen u have no plans

how did love happen...why did it die

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart


How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

a drunk note

Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

i knw am a lilltle drunk wen i am writing this
actually a lot........
a lotttttttttt

heard u have some1 new in ur life...
congrats...
bataya toh hota....

I heard u sang a lullaby for her
I heard u sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard u sealed it with a kiss
u gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because ur kiss belonged to me

i could not believe How could an angel break my heart
I wish I didn't wish so hard
May be I wished our love apart

I heard her face was white as rain
I wonder if she makes u smile
The way u used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make u laugh
Because ur laugh belongs to me

Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me

we lost it all

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

we lost it all

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I am driven.
I am wild.
I am wicked.
I am mild.
I am destinyz fav child.
I m shallow.
I m mellow.
Some say I am a jolly good fellow.[:)]
I am loved.
I am loathed.
I am brazen.
I am brash.
Its my sins that I wash.
I dream.
I plot.
I lost.
I won.
The battle has only just begun.
I am a sweetie pie.
I am a mote in your eye.
I speak truth.
I seldom lie.
I pray.
I inspire
I conspire.
I curse.
And worse.
I m a devil.
In angel's disguise.
You don't reckon me - That's no surprise.
m grim.
I gloat.
am lonely - In a crowd.
Feel like floating on the clouds.
I wipe tears...
Shed some of mine.
Spread a smile - Whenever you whine.
I am exultant.
I am a dreaded scar.
n Yet, I shine like a star !!

MEMORIES OF YOU ALONE

You have cleansed you mind
Of memories
I savour
Every thought of you
The whirlpool of life would have sucked me
But for you

You said
I could soar,
I had wings I did not know
You said
I could sing,
I had a voice, I did not know.

I cling to your sweet memories
Those today make me live and smile
I possess, my dear
And never will
Nothing else

wtf

Tears roll down my cheeks tonight
I just want to hold you so tight

Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain

As today you chose another path
My life seems to fall apart

I know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table

You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife

Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic

You today think I was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic

All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.

memorium

Tears roll down my cheeks tonight
I just want to hold you so tight

Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain

i know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table

You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife

Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic

You today think i was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic

All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.

anniversary

They were meant to be
They were two rivers that met in the sea
For love guided there the path
They are two who can never live apart

Their two yearning souls
United as mould
It is love that united their heart
From their lives each other can never depart

They compensate for each other’s loss
For love has no head or tail toss
They are perfect in every sense
They take each other’s sin as there own penance

They are each other’s slaves so they tend
All the precious time with each other alone they want to spend
But today they have to spend it with many
Coz today is the happy couple’s ANNIVARSARY

So lets join our hands together and pray
For there love and togetherness may always stay
Best and brightest may come their way
Fairer far than even this fair day!!!!!!

Those days

Those days
When rainbow colored dreams
Swam in my eyes
And the fragrant breeze
Sang to them
Of succulent tomorrows.


Are now pathways away
Trunk load of memories
Lie rusting in dim corners,
Each lifting of lid
Is an invitation to torrential rain
More anguish to keep their company

Your love was never for me
I lived a fantasy to its noxious end.
You went along.
It was a journey where the milestone were pain

One by one,
Dreams have departed
And left arid terrain
Minus colour, minus song, minus dance
Spring sprouted briefly
It moved away
As quietly as it had come

Flowers were just peeping out of their buds
When a chill wind,
Like a thief,
Stole away their essence
It isn’t that the eyes
Now only see

Sometimes, I do call and cry out
To the wind
And beseech the rainbows
To return
To fill the desert with spring

But day after day,
The light in my eyes is turning dim,
And the dreams that trickled out, one by one
Would now rather keep company
With the howling wind

PRIZE OF THE GARDERNS OWN FLOWERS

Earth with her flowered shall heaven adorn.
Fire’s heat shall lose; frost on flame shall be born

Oh! Faith my faith if you shall ever break
My life will then become too much to take

Earth, Heaven, Fire, and Air the world the world transformed shall view
I shall prove false to faith or become a stinger to you

Once my hope on which still I live
Once there was joy now I grieve

Today I sconful, have despised
But, the own garden flowers have been well prized

Once known for there whiteness.
Today have lost all their brightness

I now proclaim all flesh to be grass
Coz all glories have to pass

How all pleasures are but pain
All the scares shall always remain

love is in the air

The garden is in bloom
Bees and butterflies
Are bursting out of skins,
They are humming to hoarseness
And flitting to dizziness
Love is in the air, again


The breeze, pregnant with spring
Is caressing each colour
And sucking each scent.
Then is sitting heavy lidded
On edge of each petal
Whisperings sweet nothings.
Love is in the air, again

Clouds are gliding in,
Carrying cool showers
Eager to embrace the warm earth
And stir its still spring to dance
Love is in the air ,again

Birds are moving in
Twittering a celestial tune
To awaken the forgotten moments
Of a charmed year
To engage them in a duet
Love is in the air, again

lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Life is a game, life is a mystery
All you care for always seem to becomes history

Life is a game, life is a gamble
All your dreams life seem to crumble

Life is a game, life is strange
All your hopes seem to be unarranged

Life is a game, life is a triangle
All your strings seem to entangled

why??

I wonder why
But I coax the sky

I don’t know when I went so sly
To make you not feel us but I

I took you for granted
Felt you will towards me stay slanted

Felt I always will stay wanted
Thought to you I would always stay enchanted

But you took a path apart
Shook me as you could depart

I don’t know where now to start
My whole life just did dart

love that died............

Love died long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
Never knocking,
Just a sentinel
Turned to stone


Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
A mere dream
Pulsating with,
Unreal love

Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At the love door
With hope never ending
For your love
That died long ago

am still not over you

Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

angel break my heart

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
May be I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish i didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

You don't remember me..............

You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide
What they dream?
And dream I do...

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then


I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you
are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me