I am driven.
I am wild.
I am wicked.
I am mild.
I am destinyz fav child.
I m shallow.
I m mellow.
Some say I am a jolly good fellow.[:)]
I am loved.
I am loathed.
I am brazen.
I am brash.
Its my sins that I wash.
I dream.
I plot.
I lost.
I won.
The battle has only just begun.
I am a sweetie pie.
I am a mote in your eye.
I speak truth.
I seldom lie.
I pray.
I inspire
I conspire.
I curse.
And worse.
I m a devil.
In angel's disguise.
You don't reckon me - That's no surprise.
m grim.
I gloat.
am lonely - In a crowd.
Feel like floating on the clouds.
I wipe tears...
Shed some of mine.
Spread a smile - Whenever you whine.
I am exultant.
I am a dreaded scar.
n Yet, I shine like a star !!
Friday, January 28, 2011
MEMORIES OF YOU ALONE
You have cleansed you mind
Of memories
I savour
Every thought of you
The whirlpool of life would have sucked me
But for you
You said
I could soar,
I had wings I did not know
You said
I could sing,
I had a voice, I did not know.
I cling to your sweet memories
Those today make me live and smile
I possess, my dear
And never will
Nothing else
Of memories
I savour
Every thought of you
The whirlpool of life would have sucked me
But for you
You said
I could soar,
I had wings I did not know
You said
I could sing,
I had a voice, I did not know.
I cling to your sweet memories
Those today make me live and smile
I possess, my dear
And never will
Nothing else
wtf
Tears roll down my cheeks tonight
I just want to hold you so tight
Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain
As today you chose another path
My life seems to fall apart
I know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table
You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife
Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic
You today think I was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic
All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.
I just want to hold you so tight
Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain
As today you chose another path
My life seems to fall apart
I know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table
You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife
Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic
You today think I was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic
All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.
memorium
Tears roll down my cheeks tonight
I just want to hold you so tight
Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain
i know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table
You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife
Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic
You today think i was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic
All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.
I just want to hold you so tight
Memories of beautiful nights with rain
Today all I have is but pain
i know today is irrevocable
But what do I do with tears that wet my table
You seem innate in my life
Always imagined me as your wife
Today in the road of life as you turn apathetic
Life for me is just dramatic
You today think i was vitriolic
But for me you were the tonic
All this to you might seem sublime
But for me its not words its me saturnine.
anniversary
They were meant to be
They were two rivers that met in the sea
For love guided there the path
They are two who can never live apart
Their two yearning souls
United as mould
It is love that united their heart
From their lives each other can never depart
They compensate for each other’s loss
For love has no head or tail toss
They are perfect in every sense
They take each other’s sin as there own penance
They are each other’s slaves so they tend
All the precious time with each other alone they want to spend
But today they have to spend it with many
Coz today is the happy couple’s ANNIVARSARY
So lets join our hands together and pray
For there love and togetherness may always stay
Best and brightest may come their way
Fairer far than even this fair day!!!!!!
They were two rivers that met in the sea
For love guided there the path
They are two who can never live apart
Their two yearning souls
United as mould
It is love that united their heart
From their lives each other can never depart
They compensate for each other’s loss
For love has no head or tail toss
They are perfect in every sense
They take each other’s sin as there own penance
They are each other’s slaves so they tend
All the precious time with each other alone they want to spend
But today they have to spend it with many
Coz today is the happy couple’s ANNIVARSARY
So lets join our hands together and pray
For there love and togetherness may always stay
Best and brightest may come their way
Fairer far than even this fair day!!!!!!
Those days
Those days
When rainbow colored dreams
Swam in my eyes
And the fragrant breeze
Sang to them
Of succulent tomorrows.
Are now pathways away
Trunk load of memories
Lie rusting in dim corners,
Each lifting of lid
Is an invitation to torrential rain
More anguish to keep their company
Your love was never for me
I lived a fantasy to its noxious end.
You went along.
It was a journey where the milestone were pain
One by one,
Dreams have departed
And left arid terrain
Minus colour, minus song, minus dance
Spring sprouted briefly
It moved away
As quietly as it had come
Flowers were just peeping out of their buds
When a chill wind,
Like a thief,
Stole away their essence
It isn’t that the eyes
Now only see
Sometimes, I do call and cry out
To the wind
And beseech the rainbows
To return
To fill the desert with spring
But day after day,
The light in my eyes is turning dim,
And the dreams that trickled out, one by one
Would now rather keep company
With the howling wind
When rainbow colored dreams
Swam in my eyes
And the fragrant breeze
Sang to them
Of succulent tomorrows.
Are now pathways away
Trunk load of memories
Lie rusting in dim corners,
Each lifting of lid
Is an invitation to torrential rain
More anguish to keep their company
Your love was never for me
I lived a fantasy to its noxious end.
You went along.
It was a journey where the milestone were pain
One by one,
Dreams have departed
And left arid terrain
Minus colour, minus song, minus dance
Spring sprouted briefly
It moved away
As quietly as it had come
Flowers were just peeping out of their buds
When a chill wind,
Like a thief,
Stole away their essence
It isn’t that the eyes
Now only see
Sometimes, I do call and cry out
To the wind
And beseech the rainbows
To return
To fill the desert with spring
But day after day,
The light in my eyes is turning dim,
And the dreams that trickled out, one by one
Would now rather keep company
With the howling wind
PRIZE OF THE GARDERNS OWN FLOWERS
Earth with her flowered shall heaven adorn.
Fire’s heat shall lose; frost on flame shall be born
Oh! Faith my faith if you shall ever break
My life will then become too much to take
Earth, Heaven, Fire, and Air the world the world transformed shall view
I shall prove false to faith or become a stinger to you
Once my hope on which still I live
Once there was joy now I grieve
Today I sconful, have despised
But, the own garden flowers have been well prized
Once known for there whiteness.
Today have lost all their brightness
I now proclaim all flesh to be grass
Coz all glories have to pass
How all pleasures are but pain
All the scares shall always remain
Fire’s heat shall lose; frost on flame shall be born
Oh! Faith my faith if you shall ever break
My life will then become too much to take
Earth, Heaven, Fire, and Air the world the world transformed shall view
I shall prove false to faith or become a stinger to you
Once my hope on which still I live
Once there was joy now I grieve
Today I sconful, have despised
But, the own garden flowers have been well prized
Once known for there whiteness.
Today have lost all their brightness
I now proclaim all flesh to be grass
Coz all glories have to pass
How all pleasures are but pain
All the scares shall always remain
love is in the air
The garden is in bloom
Bees and butterflies
Are bursting out of skins,
They are humming to hoarseness
And flitting to dizziness
Love is in the air, again
The breeze, pregnant with spring
Is caressing each colour
And sucking each scent.
Then is sitting heavy lidded
On edge of each petal
Whisperings sweet nothings.
Love is in the air, again
Clouds are gliding in,
Carrying cool showers
Eager to embrace the warm earth
And stir its still spring to dance
Love is in the air ,again
Birds are moving in
Twittering a celestial tune
To awaken the forgotten moments
Of a charmed year
To engage them in a duet
Love is in the air, again
Bees and butterflies
Are bursting out of skins,
They are humming to hoarseness
And flitting to dizziness
Love is in the air, again
The breeze, pregnant with spring
Is caressing each colour
And sucking each scent.
Then is sitting heavy lidded
On edge of each petal
Whisperings sweet nothings.
Love is in the air, again
Clouds are gliding in,
Carrying cool showers
Eager to embrace the warm earth
And stir its still spring to dance
Love is in the air ,again
Birds are moving in
Twittering a celestial tune
To awaken the forgotten moments
Of a charmed year
To engage them in a duet
Love is in the air, again
lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Life is a game, life is a mystery
All you care for always seem to becomes history
Life is a game, life is a gamble
All your dreams life seem to crumble
Life is a game, life is strange
All your hopes seem to be unarranged
Life is a game, life is a triangle
All your strings seem to entangled
All you care for always seem to becomes history
Life is a game, life is a gamble
All your dreams life seem to crumble
Life is a game, life is strange
All your hopes seem to be unarranged
Life is a game, life is a triangle
All your strings seem to entangled
why??
I wonder why
But I coax the sky
I don’t know when I went so sly
To make you not feel us but I
I took you for granted
Felt you will towards me stay slanted
Felt I always will stay wanted
Thought to you I would always stay enchanted
But you took a path apart
Shook me as you could depart
I don’t know where now to start
My whole life just did dart
But I coax the sky
I don’t know when I went so sly
To make you not feel us but I
I took you for granted
Felt you will towards me stay slanted
Felt I always will stay wanted
Thought to you I would always stay enchanted
But you took a path apart
Shook me as you could depart
I don’t know where now to start
My whole life just did dart
love that died............
Love died long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
Never knocking,
Just a sentinel
Turned to stone
Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
A mere dream
Pulsating with,
Unreal love
Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At the love door
With hope never ending
For your love
That died long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
Never knocking,
Just a sentinel
Turned to stone
Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At loves door
A mere dream
Pulsating with,
Unreal love
Love died
Long ago
Yet I stand
At the love door
With hope never ending
For your love
That died long ago
am still not over you
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
angel break my heart
I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
May be I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish i didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
May be I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish i didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
You don't remember me..............
You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide
What they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you
are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide
What they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are just like you
are taking over
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me
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