the most difficult way 2 make an easy living.

I just got thinking about our run of the mill careers vis-à-vis a career in any sport or an entrepreneurship. N what is better ,but who are we to choose. Does living by authority of another person a better idea than living by your own. self-will, self-love, self-dependence, self-motivation are these just signs for once who are self-ish or once who are self-reliant. i couldn’t help but wonder are we actually self scared to take a self evaluation to be able to take a self risk. but then is it our-self we are risking. when did the biggest gambles we take become are biggest fears. when did self become not an individual but an entity of self-survival. does it all take us to a very big question are the most difficult ways to make easy living, the ones we choose to be a self in. so leading us to a big question of are we scared to take the plunge into the self with a innate scare of being alone. so is the larger decision whether or not to be part of a team or be alone .is the decision you take weather or not you can withstand the biggest fear of all loneness...